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Nineteen years ago
I applied for and received a job from the newly elected Senator from
Massachusetts, John Kerry, and I turned him down. It was a heady offer for a recent Harvard
graduate, and I was determined to be in Boston because my girlfriend (whom I
later married) also worked at Government Center in downtown Beantown. I was taking a year off from graduate school
at Yale, and in the back of my mind I thought I might have an interest in
politics. I remember that I spoke to
Kerry's chief of staff about all the positions they had to fill for the newly
elected senator, and eventually I believe I had a brief conversation with Kerry
himself, in an attempt to seal the deal.
But what discouraged me was that, without knowing or asking about my
positions or ideas, Kerry and his staff wanted me to be the "Latino
liaison" for Kerry in Boston. The
job, if I had taken it, would have been to get Kerry Latino votes in
Massachusetts, to be Kerry's Latino face to potential voters.
I cannot say I was
outright 'insulted,' because I was not that composed for a
twenty-three-year-old. Maybe
'embarrassed' or 'sad.' I certainly felt
degraded, in a way. It was a lucrative
job for kid who had grown up dirt poor on the Mexican-American border (I now
have a different definition of 'lucrative').
And I almost took the job, because I thought at the time it was
prestigious. I was certainly intimidated
every time I walked into the 'John F. Kennedy' federal building for my job
interviews. But I thought I had good,
substantial policy ideas to contribute, and Harvard and Yale certainly had
never trained me to be ghettoized only as a 'Latino liaison.' Those schools had trained me to win hard
political arguments, to respect my mind, to play hardball when I needed
to. I did not think Kerry or his office
took me seriously; they assumed I was a 'category' first, and attempted to put
me in that category without first getting to know me, or even asking me what I
wanted.
So recently, while
reading news reports about African-American and Latino criticisms of
Presidential candidate Kerry (New York Times, April 30, 2004) --that his
immediate and most important staff is white, that he wants minorities mostly
for "outreach," rather than for substantial policy-making positions--
I was again sad, and disappointed, that so little has changed in two
decades. Certainly in the Latino
community, we are not content, anymore, to be relegated only to a stereotypical
category, to accept preconceived (and erroneous) assumptions about who we are
or what we want. Our variety, numbers,
maturity, education, and money have taken us beyond that. Democratic and Republican politicians had
better take notice, or they might instead win only a mention in the footnotes
of history.
I never became
professionally involved in politics, but instead chose to be a writer. Eventually, I became convinced that politics
was a dirty business where truth and complex political discourse were usually
sacrificed for glib sound bites. So as a
Latino who votes, I will not vote Democratic or Republican automatically. I will vote for the politician who appeals to
my mind, who speaks intelligently to me and my concerns, and who does not
assume anything about who I am or who I should be, but who asks me what I want
and listens to my voice carefully. And
then does something about it.
This newspaper
op-ed article appeared in the Editorial section of the El Paso Times on May 11, 2004.